I have to say, your story is heartbreaking. All you have to do is search “money” and read the threads. Every single one of them requires a cash layout of some sort. Not one single person in this forum can help you, you need to help yourself first.
Hope this helps, however, please understand that this forum is about social media, and it can be fun at times, however it is not a social media site where this kind of thing belongs. Sorry if that sounds a bit harsh.
Best of luck to you.